And now I'm like a monster
My heart and my body are so ugly that people turn their eyes away
I am like rubbish
I, who am no longer a human can't walk on my 2 feet
I am now quadruped running around like a beast
The neon light that reflects in my pupil is there too
Find my eye and light it up
The azure sky that I look up to from the ground is bearing down on me
So high up
The building that is about to fall over any minute is expressing
The equilibrium of my mind
And all my body parts
All of my organs are about to start moving on their own
With their own free will, aaa...
I can't control my mind any longer
My body is like a spider
Broken into 8 parts that progress forwards by pulling each other
Karma drips and falls off from my ripped body
Together with tears and blood
Together with sweat and mud
Making it look so horrible
But, despite this, my body is still advancing forward
And I cannot hold myself back
I am going across fields, mountains and valleys
Without knowing my final destination
'You do not qualify as a living human being'
'How can you live despite all this?'
2 questions are sweeping me with guilt
I no longer have my own will and my body simply continues to advance
I am let down by this cruel world
I am becoming extinct from this chanting
My mind is about to relax
But the body won't let it
As a result, I am being cleansed
Look on the right by holding a gun in your hand
Look on the left with a rose in your hand
Going to the heaven or hell?
Is there a justice or crime?
2 futures await at horizon
There is no path in front of me
There is no one behind me either
Only one point in the barren earth
There is no one above me
There is no one below me
What prevails at horizon
Look on the right by holding a gun in your hand
Look on the left with a rose in your hand
Going to the heaven or hell?
Is there a justice or crime?
2 futures await at horizon
No one special
You can't win
Notes:
~ These lyrics were on the booklet, so thanks to pingpong @ KMC for the scans =)